I spent my 1st week with my family in CDO and including my best friend. Bonding with cousins and with the body of my Lola, who died last March 28, 2012 (4:28 PM).
Until now, I still can’t believe the fact that she’s gone… 😦 in my mind right now, she’s still alive… I miss my loving, caring, God-fearing, lovely and funny Mama (Lola). I should have been with her side until her last breath… but I didn’t… I’m very discouraged to myself and realized how selfish I am… but I know it is not yet the end… there’s a purpose in everything, set by God…
The day (April 4, 2012) was very emotional for us, time to put her body in the place where it was to be… All of us cried and withdrawn tears as much as we could… I came to the point when I closed my eyes, all the memories with my Mama are playing on my mind… and then tears falling… by this time, heartache’s still here… 😦
April 5, 2012
PASSOVER – very emotional moment for me, I found myself in tears while praying… how sinner I am… I really NEED GOD in my life… without HIM, I am nothing…
April 6, 2012
Night to be much observed with brethren in CDO. yey!!! I prepared Afritada. Success! yumyum! :a
April 7, 2012
I had a wonderful first day of Unleavened Bread with the brethren in CDO, listened wonderful messages from His servants. 🙂
…and time to go back… to where I destined to be… 🙂
~ viel's 